Dreams!
About 5 years ago I used to get these terrible nightmares about some abuse that happened when I was a kid. Then i went through counseling and whatnot, and stopped having dreams all together. I didn’t remember single dream for quite a few years, not even a memory of one. Somehow I had blocked out remembering any dreams because of the counseling.
Anyway, recently I started having dreams again… only every other month or so, but still. I remember little pieces of them, and it’s really fucking awesome. I missed dreaming sooooo much. I miss the elaborate stories my brain would come up with, heh heh. So yeah, I’m all excited now, lol. Last night I had a dream involving a layout I was making for someone and for some reason someone I never even met, but talked to online, was in it. We were fighting over something involving a layout. God. I even have HTML in my dreams… so pathetic.
Yeah, I remember nothing specific, just that tiny little shred of a memory. It seems lame, but I am so stoked I’m getting my dreams back. It’s been so long.
August 7th, 2004 at 7:34 pm
Aww, that’s awesome! Glad that you can dream or remember those dreams again! I haven’t remembered a dream in soo long. Until recently, but still it’s only fragments of them as well. HTML dreams, ahah…that is sooo rad.
- Jess