Johnny Fucksakes Like Johnny Cupcakes… yeah.
John confuses me. I love him, I even miss him sometimes. After all the shit we put each other through. I really don’t know what will be happening between us. I wish none of this ever happened.
I'm Ashley, an introverted 24-year-old post-hardcore kid and History major at a liberal arts college. I am from the beautiful/decaying northeast United States. My hobbies include collecting and enjoying various genres of fucking incredible music, reminiscing about childhood in the 90s, and generally engaging in pessimism, sarcasm, ridicule, and cynicism with my lover/side-kick, Justin. LoveIsDead.net serves as my open journal, but you can call it a blog if you wish. 
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Opened: July 28, 2004
August 3rd, 2004 at 4:16 pm
What happened with John?
Aww, that picture is really cute.
- Jess
August 3rd, 2004 at 5:51 pm
John and I went out for over a year and a half. We had the whole “highschool sweetheart” thing going on. He graduated and decided he was too young for commitment and blah blah blah. Now, two months after he left me he’s saying he loves me and misses me. Confusion confusion…
Not sure what to do. I still love him.
- Ashley
August 3rd, 2004 at 6:38 pm
Aww, that’s sad. Well I hope everything works out for the best! Relationships are confusing. Yes, I am a layout whore. I can’t help it. I have nothing better to do. And yeah there is nothing to do or any cool stores here either. That’s why the net owns me.
- Jess
August 3rd, 2004 at 7:11 pm
Hmm, relationships can be crazy sometimes. But, I guess you’ll just have to face the facts. If it works out, then it could turn into something greater, but if it doesn’t it’s not the end of everything. I hope you figure it out soon. And that picture of the two of you is very cute. Oh and I’m loving the layout too…it’s hot and pink. :)
- Jessica
August 3rd, 2004 at 7:28 pm
Haha, you’re a doll. Thanks for the advice. It helps in times like these. Boys sure do know how to make us go insane, that’s for sure.
<3
- Ashley
August 3rd, 2004 at 10:30 pm
when’s that killer shit hostee opening?
- Jess
August 3rd, 2004 at 11:51 pm
Ugh. That’s for my friend amanda, and I have to teach her FTP or whatever to update it with descriptions/prices.
I’m really confused about how to teach her. She’ll need cuteFTP or something to log in and edit the pages.
- Ashley
August 4th, 2004 at 12:53 am
oh! I was just asking because there are some killer shirts on there! FTP is one of the most confusing things to teach.
- Jess