August 14th, 2004 (4:30 pm)

undefuckingclared

Hawthorne Heights

I would like to thank Brady for waking me the fuck up and making me realize that the world really is about money and stability… at least the job market anyway. I hope he doesn’t feel like a sellout whore, which is what he called himself (ha) I mean… he’s right. I guess I could do something less-fun as a career and then do what I love in my free time… I suppose it wouldn’t be the worst of things.

I guess i wouldn’t be so distraught if I actually felt I was more-than-mediocre in at least one area of what I do. How could I possibly do anything when everyone is at least a LITTLE better, seriously. There is nothing I am THAT good at. Not even the arty lame things like fashion and whatnot…. even with those things I am lame, and that’s sad because those are the things that make zero money… and I’m even worse at things that bring in GOOD money. WTF am I going to do? Seriously…

::sigh:: UNDECLARED? I will hate college.

5 Comments »

  1. August 14th, 2004 at 5:40 pm

    my boyfriend and I was just talking about the same thing. I am at the point where I would take any job so I can pay my bills but I still love to do something that I enjoy on the side and I hate college too. Your new layout kicks ass.

    - Stacey

  2. August 14th, 2004 at 7:20 pm

    Yeah, I know there are so many options out there for me… I just can’t find them. It’s frustrating. I feel like I’m not good at any one area… I’m just average, and will that mean I’ll never get anywhere? haha. God I am so tired of being nervous over this.

    Eek! My new layout is way generic, haha. I’m learning how to do div layers with wordpress and then I’m going to change it to something fun, haha, this is just up until I have a new idea. I can’t believe you like this layout, you’re too nice, lol <3

    - Ashley

  3. August 14th, 2004 at 10:19 pm

    haha. Yeah, i’m poor so I had to wait until my parents bought them. I just used dead batteries…it was rad. Anyways…thanks! Punchline is good and dashboard sucks. I used this tutorial…for div layers…http://www.kishuku.org/tutorial/divlayer.htm
    it was helpful. Maybe that will help? I don’t know. I still vote..you lose the wordpress.

    - Jess

  4. August 15th, 2004 at 1:08 am

    what the hell is wrong with this commenting system? its like… really big… oo;;

    - natalia

  5. August 15th, 2004 at 3:07 am

    Haha, yeah I’m not too sure what’s up with this commenting system… wordpress is wack right about now, lol.

    Jess, you used DEAD BATTERIES! Haha, I didn’t know you could do that?! That’s ghetto, haha. Hey, dashboard used to be awesome. His shows were very personal, just him and his guitar, very beautiful really. Shit we’re going back like, 3 years now? Ha, yeah I’ve been over him forever. They suck now. Punchline is very… poppy. I’m more into thrash/hardcore stuff I guess. Haha, funny to think I started on blink 182! Woah. haha

    - Ashley

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