Most Precious Blood - "The great red shift"

Oh well. This layout is mediocre. Whatever, it would be a hell of a lot cooler but I felt obligated to use the header I had made previously. It’s too fucking HOT to waste. The whole style is rather retro if I may use that label… the whole stripe-idea, not to mention those gross tan colors… it’s like my thrift store sweaters…

Omfg, I’m so happy because Joe, Crackhead Lisa and me got the apartment… the 3 1/2 bedroom. Rad. Metalhead is going to be our roomie… ha. He totally wants to get with me… and my lame brother told him “I think you have a chance” HA! What? A chance? No effing way, I am out of his league and then some… does that sound conceited? Oh shit, yeah it does… whatever.

I am so fucking tired, tired enough that I can’t think of any slightly-funny metaphors to throw in here… so yeah. Goodnight darlings ♥

xoxo

Hawthorne Heights

I would like to thank Brady for waking me the fuck up and making me realize that the world really is about money and stability… at least the job market anyway. I hope he doesn’t feel like a sellout whore, which is what he called himself (ha) I mean… he’s right. I guess I could do something less-fun as a career and then do what I love in my free time… I suppose it wouldn’t be the worst of things.

I guess i wouldn’t be so distraught if I actually felt I was more-than-mediocre in at least one area of what I do. How could I possibly do anything when everyone is at least a LITTLE better, seriously. There is nothing I am THAT good at. Not even the arty lame things like fashion and whatnot…. even with those things I am lame, and that’s sad because those are the things that make zero money… and I’m even worse at things that bring in GOOD money. WTF am I going to do? Seriously…

::sigh:: UNDECLARED? I will hate college.

It Dies Today -

Shit. I don’t know WHAT I am doing with this layout… I know it looks generic, but that’s because it is. It’s from that damn Alex King contest thing. LAME-FUCKING-O, I know. I know div layers. I know wordpress. I don’t know wordpress & div layers.

What the heck… do I just… add “position:absolute; blahblahblah” to the div tag for the menu/content sections of wordpress and whatnot? I need divvvvvys, dammit.

I am starting to hate this.

Darkest Hour -

Just added the LivePress Plug-In. It fucking owns. It automatically updates my livejournal every time I post here… awesome.

Don’t know if I should work on the layout now or wait… maybe I’ll do it now since no one is up and then no one will see the ugliness while I’m working on it…