The cooler my playlist gets, the lamer my celebrity pin-ups become. I apologize for having such a cliche over-rated likeness for Ashton Kutcher.

I just want to fuck this man.

Hey. At least I don’t own one of those “i love ashton” hats they sell in Claire’s. Barf.

Woah, I really love ebay. Today I am bidding on the new Alexisonfire album. Supposedly it isn’t as good as the first, however, if it is going to be dissapointing, I’d like to find out for myself. Besides, I am sure we all love/hate them for different reasons, therefore a letdown to one is a upgrade to another. Right.

I bought new headphones. Mine were shot. 15 bucks at rite aid… why does rite aid sell stereo equipment? Moving on.

Joe wants to go hang over at metalkid’s tonight. Or maybe he just wants to get fucked up. Not sure if I’ll go, I don’t have much to wear and it’s too damn hot to be stuck walking home agaain. Ugh. I hate it when the ride ditches you… stupid fucker.

My applications to build the Blood has been shed, Evergreen Terrace, and Most precious blood fanlistings were approved. I will probably be busy for a little. My first priority is with Amanda’s site however. It would be up and running if it weren’t for the god damn FTP account screwing up. Perhaps I could just use cuteFTP instead of a regular browser window…

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Shit, I am the dirtiest coder in the history of HTML. Let me jump off a really high cliff. I’m really sorry to all the mozilla users out there. I’m in the process of figuring it out. My image map up above doesn’t seem to link correctly, and the menu on the right is way too far over. Perhaps I’ll hire someone to do my site in a validated fashion.

I always meet the nicest people on the internet. Then I end up saying, “hey why don’t I live in ____?” I can’t wait to find the right person. All this time I thought I had it and it was a waste of my time, a waste of always feeling shitty. I love him, but I hate him even more. It’s so unfair, this game. Everyone loses. How much fun is that?

Yay! I finally opened up my site! Phew, that took me forever. I had to redo the layout… it was gay beyond belief. Bad thing is, you can’t use FireFox/Mozilla to view it. Ugh.

I should have Amanda’s site, KILLERxSHIT, up soon. Sorry hun, I’m working on it ♥ I made a new friend and he’s from Japan! We’re penpals, through email. It’s really awesome.

For more updates, please just check My ElJay. Thanks bunches!

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